Yeah like I said she the realist and I hope that you can feel this emotion that I’m spilling Cuz I’m open to the feeling to show that in a million years I wouldn’t trade this all for nothing I’m not bluffing I’m just puffin thinking about the great times and how you tell me I’ma make it but I know it takes time but you stay fine and just to think today is new years stuff with you for almost two years there’s nothing I’m trying to prove here except that I appreciate you and all the things you do for me and you’ll get nothing new from me till I get on the come up girl this one love is just what comes when you put some effort it yea it’s evident that there’s no way I’m trying to end this shit and I know i tend to get a little moody when you lose me but just know that when I get big I won’t ruin us for no groupie because I’m in too deep and yeah girl your the one who keeps my mind right and yeah the times right and I’m glad you’re In my life
I’m gay. That’s all there is to it. It’s not a phase, it’s not for attention, I’m gay. I like girls. I like tits and vagina. Yes, I’ve had my fair share of boyfriends but I was young and afraid and I didn’t know why I felt so uncomfortable during sex or why I couldn’t be myself around them. I know why now and since I’ve came out I’ve been the happiest I have been in a while. I’m finally figuring things out and all people can do is tell me that I’m going through a phase and I’m too young to be gay and I don’t know what I want. I’ve been gay forever!!! It’s not a phase. I just wish people would see that I’m happy and let me do what I want.
I’m sitting in this fucking McDonald’s at 9 in the morning trying to buy some food. I’ve been sitting here for like 20 minutes trying to work up the nerve to walk up to the counter. I hate how my anxiety always kicks in at stupid times like this. I just wanna eat some McDonald’s breakfast without freaking out about ordering food.