I’m gay. That’s all there is to it. It’s not a phase, it’s not for attention, I’m gay. I like girls. I like tits and vagina. Yes, I’ve had my fair share of boyfriends but I was young and afraid and I didn’t know why I felt so uncomfortable during sex or why I couldn’t be myself around them. I know why now and since I’ve came out I’ve been the happiest I have been in a while. I’m finally figuring things out and all people can do is tell me that I’m going through a phase and I’m too young to be gay and I don’t know what I want. I’ve been gay forever!!! It’s not a phase. I just wish people would see that I’m happy and let me do what I want.
I’m sitting in this fucking McDonald’s at 9 in the morning trying to buy some food. I’ve been sitting here for like 20 minutes trying to work up the nerve to walk up to the counter. I hate how my anxiety always kicks in at stupid times like this. I just wanna eat some McDonald’s breakfast without freaking out about ordering food.